I want to be okay with now.
To be happy, satisfied with what I have.
I want to be okay with not knowing.
To not try to work it all out, before the masterpiece has been completed.
I want to be okay with not moving, not moving at all.
Even when the world is trying to pull me in so many different directions.
I want to be able to be still, to not budge when I need to be strong.
To fall when I’ve already fallen.
To be okay with that.
It’s been so long since I’ve done this.
I’m putting my faith into something I feel I know nothing about. I must find my own peace, when it feels uneasy.
I want to embrace this, and I am.
I don’t know what it feels like to lose your balance, with matters of the heart. But I’m willing to find out.
I now know what I need to do.
I have released what I’ve had to.
I let it all out,
I gave myself the permission to.
Now I’m ready to trust,
life all over again.
I became the wind,
without the need to be held back.
I became indestructible.
I became fierce and strong.
I became wild and free.
I became the beating heart.
I become everything the wind touched and moved.