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I watched the sky fall.
All that remained, was me and the silence.

Xo

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I’m afraid of my own emptiness. I fear the pain that lies deep inside.
But this emptiness will save me in the end.
No love will be lost. I’ll find my own way home.

Xo

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I became lost in a world that hides behind steel cages. When all that is sacred becomes pushed away.
In a world where time is never enough, we are never enough. We are fooled you know.
The world telling us that there is a place that we need to be, a place we need to get to. We are taught that we will never have enough money and we need the “perfect” body.
Where love has been twisted, that only our desires are important.
We are made to feel so inadequate and small. We aren’t meant to be free, we are meant to suffer.
But I wont be fooled. You can’t fool someone who has already been here so many times before.
I have the oldest part of this universe inside of me.
When I walk, I walk with the wind
softly brushing against me.
When I speak, I speak from my heart. My heart is love and so is every part of me.
You see, you can never ever ever beat love.

Xo

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Remanants of those moments, still cling on to me sometimes.
Holding on, in my dreams.
It makes me think of the emptiness, all over again.
The way love just stripped itself bare, right infront of me.
Leaving me with just my shadow.
I was forced to reach inside, inside the emptiness.
It was all taken away from me, my life suspended in time.

Now I have learnt how to fight my battles. I have learnt how to use my sword. I learnt that all I had to do was raise my sword high in the sky, and call out surrender.

Xo

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I can’t control it. I don’t even know what it really is.
All I know, is that I have to wake up each new day, and live it.
Live it and love it so much that it hurts.
Whatever life brings to me, whatever I choose to bring to the table.
Even when everything aches, I still show up.
Your soul can’t be absent here, it doesn’t work like that.
You can’t classify yourself dead, when you’re still alive.

Xo

I’m trying to not let the world break me. Instead it strengthens me.
It hides inside moments and teaches me.
It makes me feel so deeply.
It makes me feel everything, as I close my eyes and wish that it would all go away.
But who am I to want to give up so easily. The pain doesn’t last, it just trickles down each of my arms, never reaching my fingers.

Xo

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I come to you, just as I am.
Bare and naked under the moonlight.
I come to you, with all my heart.
I want to fill my heart with yours. I want more of our kisses, hard and then soft.
I want all of you, the calm, the storm.

Xo

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Their is no life here, only light coloured petals.
All its bright colours have faded, washed up to sea.

I don’t want to be left heart broken.
Even though I know the more my heart breaks, the more capacity it has to love.
It grows again.
Just like the light coloured petals will.

Xo

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I felt my breathe come from inside my heart, as you kissed every part of my soul…

Xo

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But,
I have become tired of leading the pack.
I can’t pick up all the broken glass, anymore.
So I will let them float up, to dance in the sky.
I hope the sun can put you back together again.
I hope it finds your soul, in all your broken pieces.
I hope you hear it, I hope you look up…

Xo